So i have been on holidays from work for a week now. It hasn't been too bad. The last few days have been pretty good since i have been on these tablets. I went to the doctors the other day and i have depression. So i am on anti depressants. WOW i never ever thought it would happen 2 me. I am supposed 2 b the bright bubbly happy girl. Not the depressed girl. The start of last year i nearly died and this year i have depression. I seem 2 b having a steak of bad things happening 2 me at the beginning of each year.
I didn't get into tafe, i am on the standby list. So hopefully i mite b able 2 get in eventually. I mite b moving 2 waratah red rooster. I will get more hours there and get more money. I need the money 2 save up 4 my wedding in a couple of years. Yes i am planning 2 marry luke. Hopefully by christmas i will have a ring on my finger and then by the following christmas i will be Mrs Rachel Solman. o my gosh that is so weird. I will b married. It has always been a dream of mine and it wil finally b coming true. All i need 2 do now is find myself a new job and start my career.
Well this is probably the last entry i will write cos i dont have alot of time now and i think this is something i need 2 let go of cos it is an old skool thing and i am kinda over the whole thing. I thought i would keep going last year after skool just so that who ever reads my diary could have an idea of how i am and a bit about wots going on in my life. Anyways who knows i mite write in it one again one day. Ttyl
*Rach*